Tuesday, June 18, 2013
how am i not dead? how i am not dead:
it was dark.
it was ridiculous.
but anyone who thinks this is fun needs to check themselves. or as i wrote on the wall one day,
"this is play, says the cat"
"this is death, said the mouse"
i was the mouse.
barbiturates, benzos, booze and bed+breakfasts are not the swell mix you might think.
abject fucking paralysis.
actually crazy in cursive
even the good times were tinted by danger.
i hope it is understood that this is A CAUTIONARY TALE
what is really nuts is that i am happy now.
all i had to do was die a couple times.